A Gamer's Blog: Final Fantasy X

02 April 2008

Okay, Roxanne inspired me to blog about gaming, here I am.

I am not an on-line gamer, I don't like playing with other people, I want to rule my FFX Universe weilding the Caladbolg, Collecting Phoenix pinions and Dark Matters to be able to create my own Celestial weapon more powerful than any the game gave me. I want to learn the secret of my identity, search for a way to defeat Yu Yevon, rescue my father from completely being the monster SIN. I hate Meister Seymour with all my heart, I fear battling Dark Aeons, the only ones that can still survive after a 12x 99999 damage combo from the strongest overdrive manuever Attack reels of Wakka and his Celestial Blitz Ball "World Champion". I honestly get cheered up everytime I ride my chocobo around the Calm lands, racing the birds.

I love even the mini-games, I could spend hours just playing Blitz Ball. Scourging the planet for potentially great Blitz Ball Players, getting really high everytime I use Jecht shot 2, the rarest and most difficult to learn move. Loving that no one can beat my frontliners, Tidus, on the left, Wakka on the Right, Brother leading the midfeild, I don't even care about my defensive line, them three are enough. Actually, they are so strong that Brother and Tidus are enough. I am undefeated, I challenge myself with goals, like "win with final score 12-0".

It affected my real life, at one point, I believed I could just reset my life and continue from the last save point. I couldn't, there was only one go through, no save points, I couldn't reset my life and when I realized that the mistake I did was irreversible. It sucked, I wanted to live Tidus's life. I summoned aeons in my head, imagining they devoured my enemies. but that was the point, I was only imagining, It wasn't real.

Final Fantasy X, wow, I loved that game, I finished it and I just had to keep playing. I don't play it anymore, I still play, but I got tired of RPGs like that, Final Fantasy X will be the last Final Fantasy for me.