Notepad Drama: Entry Number 3

02 November 2009

(Introduction to notepad Drama, aNG MgA eNTRy Dito Ay Mga ISinulaT ko NoOng NagTatRaBAho PA akO sA KolSeNtER sa LiBIs, NakAsAvE Ang Mga ITO sa aKing NotePad nOOn At Manu-Mano koNG KInopYA nunG NagReSayN Ako.)

Sa Paggapang ng mga ulap,

Sa Pag-iingat ng kulog na hindi magising ang kaluluwa sa purgatoryo ng pag-iisa

Sa Pagbabagong anyo ng apoy bilang kidlat.

Ako ay isang palakang naiwan sa latian.

Nagsasaya sa pawis ng langit,

Naghihintay ng kamatayang dala ng apoy na nagpapanggap na liwanag at susunog sa bawat patak ng dugo at laway sa aking katawan.

Even Spiderman worries about his Web.

15 August 2009

I'm at another computer shop, I hate computer shops, I hate it when other people are there when I'm trying to write. My mind gets easily distracted by other people typing away on their keyborads, people talking to the clerks at the counter, people chatting on-line, people coming and going, the annoying sounds of door chimes, keys, coins, plastic bags, seats being pulled and pushed and dropped and shit. It's a stupid, stupid place to be.

I hate work days, since mobile broadband in the Philippines suck like ant-eaters I can't use my laptop for internet, there's absolutely no point, it's friggin expensive and the coverage doesn't even cover half of UP Diliman, not even a quarter, or an eighth.

Look at me, I spend a great chunk of my self set allowance on internet connection, I live for the net, considering my schedule which gives me only one day of the week where I can go over to my buddies in UP so I don't have to go to the internet shops just to talk to them and have something to for the four hours (more or less) of free time I have

I want a Monday-Tuesday day-off schedule, I hate mondays in the office and I hate having to go to computer shops instead of actually talking to my buddies and annoying them in person, and the internet just isn't the same as when I stay on-line for 12 hours or so a day when its my day-off, I wanna use my own PC, not a stupid, generic, ad laden PC from netopia or Orange.

So there, got to log out now, my bill is running high.

O' Gabi

03 August 2009

O Gabi, ikaw na s'yang kumot ng dilim,

Yakap ng lamig,

at balot ng tahimik.

Itago mo ako

Sa iyong mga bisig,

Yakapin sa iyong dib-dib

Nang ako'y hindi na matakot.

O Gabi, ang puso ko'y humihiram,

Sa kapa mong itim

ng kaunting pagtago

Sa puso kong duwag

na may matapang na pag-ibig.

O Gabi, lunurin mo siya

Sa apoy ng aking payapa

at di mapaslang na pagkahimbing

sa kanyang ganda.

Na umaagaw ng liwanag sa iyong mga tala.

O Gabi, ikaw na sumumpa

Sa kaluluwa kong hilaw

Na mapain sa karagatan

ng mabangis na pag-ibig

Gabi-gabi'y nabibingwit,

at sa iyong pamamahinga,

muling pinawawalan,

para lamang madagit ulit,

sa iyong pagbabalik.

O Gabi, sakit man ito o lunas

pangako ko sa iyong iiwan,

Hindi hihimbing akong iyong isinilang

Hangga't ikaw ang Dumadatu sa Kalangitan.

Eating Fire, Talking Ember

01 August 2009

Ang Pagod ay hindi pangyayari, ito ay isang bagay na pumapatong sa iyo na parang kumot, parang lambat na may mga mabibigat na bato para hindi mo matanggal, parang sapot na dinura sa'yo ng gadget sa pulso ni Spiderman, parang gorilyang sumampa sa likod mo, parang taling nagkapilipilipit, parang kailan lang, parang sandwich na nasa lunchbox mo, parang sirang plaka, parang kung anu-ano pa.

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Dubidubidoooo, dubidubidooooo,

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"Doesn't anybody from Britain work for T-mobile?!"

"Well, they would have British people, but they we're afraid they'd be racist."

Brown Monkey, Brown Monkey, never felt more of a brown monkey all my life, monkey monkey, dog eating monkey.

Gagawa ako ng t-shirt, susulat ko "DOG-EATER, bitch!" Mang-inis lang ba.

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Aringkingkingking, Aringkingkingking,

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Sa wakas pahinga na, siyam na oras na lang pahinga na, pahinga na, daldalan mo na lang yung ulol, matatapos din yan, kidlatan mo kung makulit, Street Fighter mode na, HadukeeeEn! HadukeeEeEn! Mamatay ka! Mamatay ka!!!

Shinkuuuuu... HADOUKEEEEEEEN!!!
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Ah, the sweet, sweet relief of release.