ODIFMI Diaspora: You try your best to fall in love, but sometimes you just don't fall in love. Your heart just says "no, not the time, not today" and you don't believe it but no matter what you do it won't beat the way you want it to. You do all you can to find all the reasons love is pretty and great but nothing in your anatomy listens to what your soul has to say. When you get too used to the sensation of being swept off your feet by some dame and he beautiful smile you forget that falling in love isn't as simple as you want it to be. There is no command to give to a muscle that won't feel the pain you want it to. Right now I am not infatuated, flabbergasted, or crazy about someone I can't have. Love is nowhere to be found for me, it's a feeling that needs some getting used to.