Nagbabalik Mula sa Kailaliman ng Aking Isipan: Cilva

31 August 2008

Maligayang pagbabalik kay Cilva,

 

I'm Back, here I go again, out of the shelved personalities, uh, shelf and back to the real world. Trying to keep this mind sane with unreal thoughts, with fantasies, with poetic stupidity and other equally beautiful things. It seems like I'm needed again, or maybe the events just give me chance to re-express my existence to this set of personalities. Its good to be back, its good to have changed a bit with my years of hibernation, its good to know that my little boy has bigger problems now than the ones he had when he created me. It does look bleaker now, but things are happier, its easier to solve these harder problems now even if I'm not much of a problem solver myself and more of the dude who tells the things that happen as exagerratedly emo as possible. See, I used the word emo, I never used that before my hibernation!

Is my little boy back to his mushy, cheesy, corny old ways? Well, no, he seems to need me for a completely different reason now, I have no idea what, I just do what I'm told now, no longer telling him how to do things *sniff*. This puts a tear in the eye, he's so grown-up, he actually got over me, and now he needs me to be better.

No, not much of the mushy stuff, maybe a little here and there, but I'm back, ladies and gentlemen, Cilva is back.